FOR MY PEACE OF MIND

I'm All Tied Up...

2010-10-21T12:35:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps...sorry for the scarce update. Been very busy for the past 2 weeks with school documentation. This is the usual, normal scenario whenever the year end school holiday is approaching. Couldn't sit down and update my blog at ease. My blog walking activity has halted tremendously..Yet, my warmest thanks to all blogger friends for the continuous visits and caring, cute, funny comments..haha..I will definitely get back to you all once my tasks are done.

Keep on blogging, bloggers !

Let's Exchange Links, Peeps!

2010-10-08T13:14:00.001+08:00

Jomexchange links untuk tingkatkan traffic ke blog masing-masing. Justtype in your ID and URL, leave some nice, short (or longer as youwish..hee) comments, and....walaa......you are done. ^ - ^

I Love Mr.Nuffnang...hee

2010-09-14T23:51:00.003+08:00

Started my morning today feeling quite heavy.
Macam bloated pun ada.Macam masuk angin pun ada.
(angin la mengkali...)

Had a very vague memory of the varieties of

raya delicacies yang I already feasted on

for the past 1 week...deiii. Too much.

Seriously, I can't go on stuffing food into my greedy mouth

like this or else I will end up pumping fast like that big,

yellow, round Digi balloon ..

Like it or not, I must reschedule my time

and rearrange my list-to-do for tomorrow.

Reluctantly, I am. But I must get up fast and drag myself
back to the right track. Duhhh.

Having said so, I am crucially in need to :

* detox...detox...detox

Feeling bloated is not comfy at all. Must flush out fast ni...
(I checked the white-blue box...
sib bek still got few sachets of my Juvanex)

Click here if you want more info on this amazing product

* sambung balik my exam paper marking

(2 more classes to go...mataiii)

* put my culinary skills to test..pizza baking

(my persuasive Abby kept on asking..
"When la mumy mo bikin itu pizza..

mummy suda janji kan...tuaaari lagi..")
Somehow, I regretted promising...

* check my long abandoned email

(my fellow teacher friends promised to submit

their subject analysis by email during this raya holiday

(which I very much doubt...haha) .. cos you see..

everybody will be superb busy entertaining

other tempting, irresistible stuffs this raya.. haa

* proceed with the subject analysis thing

(17 subjects tu...I should have started hitting

the keyboard keys for this thing 1 week ago...sigh)

* prepare my daily lesson plan for next week

(and worksheets..and owh..notes for students also...)
adehh..

Hadoiii...so many tasks and yet so little time left..

tu la...jalan lagi..makan lagi..cerita lagi

So..with all those incomplete, unfinished business hovering

over my indecisive mind (on which task should I embark on first..)..

I slowly took my seat in front of my lappy

and peeped into my Nuffnang earnings..

huhh?..I rubbed my sleepy eyes..blinked profusely

then rubbed them again...blinked3X again

woisseyy..I got 2 BE from Mr.Nuffnang, peeps..!

And that has..at least made my day and put smiles on my face..

I lebiuu Mr.Nuffnang...hehe :D

Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya : Brutally Murdered

2010-09-12T10:05:00.007+08:00

Could not be true. Please don't tell me that this is true. Do console me that this is only a random speculation. Should it be true, then what more could we hold to ensure safety out there.. What a dreadful, horrendous, terrifying way to end one's life. The shocking, spine-chilling ending could happen to anybody without our knowing. People that we love the most are gone in seconds and the thought of not being able to say proper goodbye to them intensely hurts like hell.

Klik sini untuk berita lanjut

I sincerely hope this is not the final, concluding outcome of the missing Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya and her companions' missing case. For one visional lady entrepreneur like her, I am sure she still has lots of brilliant ideas in store to offer and share with us all. Please do not let them die. At least, bukan sesingkat ini...

A Rather Surprising Day

2010-09-11T01:56:00.011+08:00

Just got back from my in-law's crib..Penat otak and penat kaki.
Imagine la we started the day as early as 9.30 this morning.
Duhhh..we were partly anxious and blissful for today was supposed
to be my youngest brother-in-law's engagement day.
And his supposedly fiancée to be is a Muslim girl
so we were super excited for we gleefully thought that we get to
celebrate double occasions later on..like makan2 kui raya..
rendang, nasi...haha.
But sad to say, the engagement thing did not go well as planned..
the girl changed her mind and rejected the ring..
and we were all like..WTH...
Everybody fussed confusedly over the matter
..some complained that she should have told in the first place
if she had second thoughts.
I had been to many joyous engagement ceremonies before..
but none of them ended tragically like this one...
adakah patut...deiii

Sian my brother-in-law. Humiliating, it really was.
He really cares deeply for this girl
and yet, the latter was...you know...
boleh2 dia cakap "Sorry, I love you but my feeling for you is 0 now.."..
hadoiiiii..come on la..she had been with my bro-in-law
for quite some time..2 years something..
then tiba2 things turn out crazy mcm ni...
Then selidik punya selidik...
rupa2nya she has other love interest and that man
has actually promised to propose to her very soon..
My jaw dropped open...really wide open upon hearing this.
My husband was unconsciously wrenching my arm tightly..
I knew he was completely at his utmost madness.
Punyalah sakit my arm kena picit..deiiiii

Well...what can we say. After all, one can never pretend to love
if she or he never does... (after 2 years..? hmm..)
memang tidak ada jodoh maybe..It was indeed a whole tearful,
extremely sad farewell for my brother-in-law for he had to let go of her unwillingly.
I wanted so much to string my words together and utter my discontentment
but I just couldn't find the right ones to soothe my brother-in-law at that moment.
I was stunned and numb.
I was not prepared for such humiliation.
Each of us was not mentally ready.
I caught glimpses of teary eyes here and there but I could not tell who.
I was tearful too and hurting inside.

Well..memang betul la kali tu cinta buta.
Or rather..the eyes got blurred by something else.. RM, possibly.?

I just hope she had made a right choice.

A Raya Tag For 1Malaysia

2010-09-09T22:50:00.006+08:00

A very quick entry and tag meant specially

for all my blogger friends out there

A simple card to wish you all

a prosperous year ahead

A sincere wish for a better world to live in

The above 2nd card was viewed at Google and later adapted by me...hee

Hope this card makes your Raya a wonderful one...

have a memorable one, peeps!

Happy Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Dan Batin

Yayy...dapat award owh...

2010-08-14T12:16:00.005+08:00

Whoaa..million thanks to Abu Luqman for this award..langkah kanan mungkin sa semalam jadi follower dia yang ke-1000. Sa suka entry dia yang ada pic nenek tua yang angkat kayu api tu...berair-air mata sa baca...

Agak-agak kalau ne award sa simpan dalam frame ok juga kan..ohoho. But this award has t & c juga..aiseyy..so sa kopipes ja syarat dia dari blog kawan sa ne..

*Bagi siapa sahaja yang menerima award ni , diharuskan memberikan/tag kepada lima orang lagi
*Selepas itu , si penerima award harus meletakkan link-link berikut di blog/artikel masing-masing (kat entri tau)

1. Pak Cik Im

2. MatiKatak Rulez

3. Ana Rozi Zali

4. Abu Luqman

5. Gee

*Sebelum kamurang letak link-link di atas , padamkan dulu link yang berada di no 1. kemudian semua link yang tinggal dinaikkan 1 level seperti link no 2menjadi no 1 , link no 3 menjadi no 2 dan seterusnya . Selepas itu ,masukkan link kamu sendiri di bahagian paling bawah sekali iaitu no 5 . ok ?paham tak . Tapi korang semua kena jujur dan adil ye dalammenjalankannya . Jika setiap penerima award mampu memberikan award inikepada 5 orang dan kesemua mereka yang ditag meletakkan link denganbetul , maka jumlah backlink yang dia akan dapat ialah :-
Posisi 5 : jumlah backlink = 5

Posisi 4 : jumlah backlink = 25

Posisi 3 : jumlah backlink = 125

Posisi 2 : jumlah backlink = 625

Posisi 1 : jumlah backlink = 3,125

Menurutinfo dari SEO ( Search Engine Optimation ) ramai blogger telahmendapatkan 1,953 ,125 backlink dan keuntungannya . Blog korang akanmendapatkan trafik tambahan, apalagi jika ada yang meng'klik' link keblog korang .
Selain mengeratkan persahabatan antara blogger , award ini boleh membantu untuk menaikkan trafik dan backlink ke blog korang .
[Kesimpulannya : award - dapat ramai kawan - backlink - trafik - page rank meningkat]

Tag kepada 5 orang kawan:

1. isare

2. gubaiphoto

3. azura

4. pegagatonik

5. mamaJnJ

errr..yg di bawah ne sa tambah sendiri ah bos...bulih aar bos..hee

6. sizuka

7. suichi

8. williborn

9. mamayiyen

10. shari

11. dLa

12. niksensei

Sambil dapat award, dapat juga kawan blogger baru and it actually helps tremendously in promoting our blog, hence draws more traffic to our sites.

Okes....satu tag/tugas sudah selesai..ada 2 tag lagi sa lum jawab ne... fuhhh :-)

Till next time, cheers and have a marvelous weekend, peeps!

Vision Of Love

2010-07-16T22:40:00.004+08:00

Reminiscing my love song. My all time favourite and will always be. ^ - ^

Vision of Love

by Mariah Carey

Treated me kind

Sweet destiny

Carried me through desperation

To the one that was waiting for me

It took so long

Still I believed

Somehow the one that I needed

Would find me eventually

I had a vision of love

And it was all that you've given to me

Prayed through the nights

Felt so alone

Suffered from alienation

Carried the weight on my own

Had to be strong

So I believed

And now I know I've succeeded

In finding the place I conceived

I had a vision of love (ooooh)

And it was all that you've given to me

I had a vision of love (ooooh)

And it was all that you've given me

I've realized a dream

And I visualized

The love that came to be

Feel so alive

I'm so thankful that I received

The answer that heaven has sent down to me

You treated me kind (yeah)

Sweet destiny (I'm so glad that you did)

And I'll be eternally grateful

Holding you so close to me

Prayed through the nights

So faithfully

Knowing the one that I needed

Would find me eventually (would find me)

I had a vision of love

And it was all that you've given to me

I had a vision of love

And it was all that you turned out to be

The vision came accomplished. Better think of the present and upcoming mission now...

of these three

Do wish us luck, patience and love. And lots of magic too. Amen.

I Got Tagged...

2010-07-10T01:18:00.029+08:00

Walaaa...I got tagged by Mama JnJ , a mother who blogs pretty much about herself and the kids.I read her posts and liked her instantly..especially when she mentioned the babat (lemak/fat here n there) thing, it sure made me tekidum-kidum (smiling sheepishly....hehehe)....

So her tag goes like this :

Jawab soalan dibawah menggunakan huruf pertama nama anda

What is your name :

- Angela Ann

A four letter word :

- Aino SE....my gadget for calling2 n texting2...

mo iPhone tapi murah canggih sangattt...ehee

A boy's name:

- Adam...my only son

A girl's name

- Acel...sa bagi satu lagi, leh ka...Abby...nama sumandak2 sa...heee

An occupation:

- Agent...I deliver the secrets of passing exams in classes...heheh

A colour :

- Amber..they say this is my aura colour...whoaa

Something you wear:

- Adidas white cap...my favourite of all

A food:

- Avocado..suka ne tahap gaban..hee

Something found in the bathroom:

- Accessories yg slalu trtinggal time mo mandi...my earrings normally (but they ain't diamonds)...haha

A place:
- Australia..I'll come someday...tunggu saaaaaa...

A reason for being late:

- Alarm clock sa tu abis bateri...heeeee

Something u shout:

- Adehhhhh....adoiiii...adedahhh...haha

A movie title:

- Avatar..cool one

A musical group:

- Avenged Sevenfold....am humming their 'Dear God' hit now...

An animal:

- Arowana...heee

A street name:

- Api-Api Street in KK...

A type of car:

- Accord...keta adik sa tu..(tapi keta atas tu gmbar perhiasan ja semata-mata ek...)

Mama JnJ, makaseh sebab tag mama budak seperti aku ini juga...hehehee
Owh..have to tag 20 bloggers lagi ne...adedahhh ..ne kali la..
Nah..these are the 'lucky' ones...

1. c shari yg rajin singgah belog sa...makaseh bos...
2. c nordee yg sayang kucengs
3. c ain cigu akaun...dedikasi gila ne...
4. c bossing yg gila begambar (macam sa la..haha)
5. c kecik dLa yg kiyutt n ada guinea pigs n kucengs juga
6. c msxeroz yg kreatif
7. c laNuNsepet yg sebenaw-benawnya bukan lanun pun...ehee
8. c joycew yg intro mekap online sama sa. ... :-)
9. c azizan yg berwawasan tinggi (4 flat degree tu...hehe)
10. c ajai bos ICT Team skolah sa
11. c shah yy GLEEK mcm sa...
12. c glow yg glowing-glowing..hee
13. c azura yg sa utang bambangan...tapuns tapuns...haha
14. c nuriz yg sa baru nak kenal2...
15. c ZELL yg centa abis sama Sabah
16. c arepitt yg bilang kepala dia serabut...
17. c hisyam yg muhibbah
18. c windflowers yg suka senyum
19. c eza yg cun mcm diva...check our her blog..ada resepi koktel tu..heee
20. c amizzat yg rajin gilerr memblogging

Laaa...20 only ka...

Till then, happy tag-answering, peeps! :-)

Jom exchange links ramai-ramai!

Should you spy?

2010-06-16T10:00:00.020+08:00

To my darling husband,

Before you return from your business trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately I was not badly injured and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me.

I was coming home from the supermarket, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake.

The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car.

I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart.

I am enclosing a picture for you.

I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again.

Your loving wife,

XXX

P/S : Your girlfriend called.

Haha..so the last P/S definitely tells it all why. So, people..if you are thinking of cheating on your husband, wife, boyfriend or girlfriend, STOP ! Demolish such evil and immoral thoughts. DO NOT. It is not worth the cost at all. Whoossh..once you get caught :

1. You have to live the embarrassment of having to face your family, friends and co-workers.(Whoaa..let's just hope that you still possess self integrity and pride lah after such shameful incident)

2. Your kids will look at you differently, and mostly with no trust.(That is if you have one. If you do not, still that is not an excuse for you to sneak behind your loved ones)
3. Apart from sleepless nights for having to think of other future excuses and cheating strategies, the lie will eventually eat you up inside for trying foolishly to keep the secret.(You will end up performing less viagra vibrantly and looking older than you should and probably drive you secret lover..ooh..probably lovers..away.)

Once you take that first step you are on the way of destroying everything you have built with your family.So, if you are real, morally humans. do act like one.

Hmmm... Should we spy then?

Reasons Why Teachers Need That 1 Month Break

2010-06-08T18:41:00.032+08:00

Why? Read the essays below to find out...hee

Want more?.................. Check out these Mathematics geniuses…

And here is my favourite ...hehehe

Kids...how could we not love them... ^ - ^

Broke and Help Needed

2010-06-08T17:23:00.020+08:00

O God...hahaa..I got the following through an email sent by one of my friends.Reading this email with urgency,hands securely held on my fast-beating heart, I almost kicked myself when I came to the enclosed picture.

NAK MINTAK TOLONG SIKITKAWAN -KAWAN

Kawan2 ku sekalian, Terus terang aku sebenarnya
malu dan tak sedap hati nak ckp, tapi terpakse
jugak bgtau sebab kedudukan kewangan aku dalam
keadaaan tenat.(soru dah miss)
Nak tolong aku x.?

Harap2 korg tolong la..
(tu pun klu ingat kawan2 la)

Klu rasa nak tolong, datang beramai-ramai ke
halaman rumah aku hujung minggu ini.....
sbb aku akan buat lelongan beberapa barang
milik aku.
kalau ada kawan2, usung skali..
lg ramai lagi baguih.

Kalau ada yang berminat....

datanglah biar senang sikit pilih ....

aku sertakan gambor barang-barang yang bakal
di SALE nanti....

Klau yg tak dapat datang takpe...aku faham
mungkin korg sengkek cam aku jugok

tgk la gambor barang2 yg aku attach nie..

klu berminat booked dulu... byr muka
seberapa yg muorang mampu dulu...

Semua dijual dengan harga kemampuan kawan2

janji aku tak rugi sudahlah....

Sebagai seorang sahabat ,aku harap korg
semua dpt tolong.

Hari ni hari aku , esok luse aku pulak
akan tolong korg.
Tolonglah !!!

Aku tengah sengkek nih.....

Tolong datang yea jangan tak datang...
tak sanggup tgk depan umah..banyak sgt...

tak terpakai dah..

JASAMU DIKENANG....

yabadabaduuuu...

Tolong yer..huahuahua.....

Got me right there!

cess...kong asam punya kawan... urrggh

The Antebellum Stars

2010-06-03T14:44:00.017+08:00

That name of Lady Antebellum...hmm..defines

something or someone

 from the era before the war..? Hear me dear God...

play the song

cause I'm so into this now.......enjoy people..

Need You Now

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call  but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

The Justin Bieber Mania

2010-05-24T15:21:00.031+08:00

Frankly, I really don't even know who Justin Bieber is! Suddenly he is all over the place.I have never either heard him sing (I honestly thought so..^ - ^) or seen him on TV until yesterday morning where Abby jumped frantically, breathed excitedly while showing me his picture in one of the local newspapers entertainment column.

Err..I thought okay la...except that the boy has a quite weird, horrendous haircut..and he sounds more like a girl ...hahaha.. (Justin, forgive me for this ...haha) And...oh my..the song which Abby croons every second is actually HIS?..EMG..I smartly thought it was Miley's...

So, on one fine Sunday morning, Abby managed to persuade her sleepy sister, Rachella to strum the guitar for her. You bet the song was Bieber's hit, Baby.

Baby (Cover)

Justin Bieber - Baby ft. Ludacris

I admit I am not a big fan of his music. But I am going to agree that this boy must really have some talent that Usher pursued him this far.(whooaa..I sound updated here, don't I? well, I've been reading about him since...*winks*) And probably he is well blessed with incredible aura which magnetically draws people closer to him.

Let's just wish him all the best. I just hope that he would not be an old history once he grew up and that present voice changes to deeper tone then.

Oh baby...baby...baby..

Facebook

2010-05-21T21:45:00.027+08:00

I started my morning today by checking my Facebook. Checked my inbox and there was a message from Malini, an old, funny friend of mine, a former workmate to be exact. She was transferred to the Peninsular a few years ago to reunite with her family after teaching for quite some time in Sabah. I ‘lost’ contact with her for I just could not find the time out of my busy schedules to stop and pick up the phone and say hi once in a while…

It surely feels good to get back in touch again with her after all these years. I am dying to know whether she has met the love of her life but I just could not bring myself to ask her the big Q. ;-) But I would be just equally happy if she is leading her life without one at the moment. After all, with her bubbly and funny personality, she has lots of friends to share life's brightest and dullest sides with. She is that cool, almost about everything.

Well..life goes on, many things change. I get older. She gets matured. My other friends do as well. Wrinkles are waving at us from every bay. My jaws drop when I learn that some of my best girlfriends quit their enviable 5-figure salary job just to raise kids and feed their husbands well. Frankly, I ever thought of doing the same thing few years back but I just could not. Teachers earn an unenviable 4-figure salary so I do not have a second, pretty option actually. So I just teach. Seems pathetic at times, I know. But I even get sadder upon knowing some of my gorgeous friends choose to remain alone for the fear of making a life commitment. Some even shut themselves completely from others. Some do call and text regularly. Some are just magically unreachable that I once thought they have left the world for good.

Yet, there are still friendships that remain with me because of how much they meant to me. I marvel at Facebook because it gives me the opportunity to reconnect not only with long lost friends but with family as well.

When my time permits, I will sit down, drop notes and reply comments. It gives me such a great feeling to talk and write to people I thought I had lost contact with. I must have been fortunate enough to have found them. Now that I teach (again because I do not have other option..haha) it draws me equally closer to my students as well... :-) Their chain of beautiful wishes for Mother's Day and Teacher's Day come handy through Facebook. There are even some who are really using it extra-ordinary WELL. For instance, a rather 'desperate' one as follows :

Nigel John Dawson Chc Teacher..Kasi lulus BI ahh..hehe
kalo ble teacher kasi A+++++ laaa..hehe
Teacher look very BiuTiPul laa..^^

10 hours ago · Comment · Like · See Wall-to-Wall

Check out my reply ...

Gee David

Dear Sir Nigel John Dawson Chc :
Here are some of the secrets of passing exams :
1.Get a good night sleep..so FBing during exams is a great no-no..
2. Review your notes...a quick one helps refresh your mind..
3. Eat properly..no diet2 thing..after all, u r not running for any male beauty pageants.. :-D4. Bring YOUR OWN pencils and pens...and correction fluid (pray u won't get caught 4 bringing tis)..it saves your time tremendously..
5. Be on time..
6. Listen to or read carefully the instructions..answer every questions unless there are other options..
7. Pace yourself...set your time frame for each question smartly so u can answer productively..
8. BE WELL-PREPARED AND CONFIDENT. But do remember..there's nothing for u to be confident of if u didn't prepare...simple as that. Take your test without getting stressed out and losing faith in yourself is half the battle.
I hope I have enlightened u a bit, Sir. And..oh.. by the way, for the BiuTiPul thing..I'll take that as an honest compliment ...... ^ - ^

4 hours ago ·

Oh my…I guess that is the beauty and bonus of being a friend and a teacher then…

Happy Birthday Abigail

2010-05-15T23:32:00.003+08:00

I can’t believe my baby girl is 12 today.

It wasn’t that long ago the nurse was placing her in my arms and my hubby’s for the first time. Since she comes third in the family, few years after the births of my cool Rachella and the soccer enthusiast Russel, her presence and addition to the family is indeed very much expected and greatly cherished by all.

Abigail is smart, beautiful and kind.

She is always smart as a young girl though there are times where she can be annoyingly stubborn.

She will fight for her rights if she thinks she deserves justice.

She asks unending questions and will never retreat from it that I often stumble on my words and confuse her more with my dead end explanation.

Mind freaking at times yet the truth of the matter is that I couldn’t be prouder to be her mother.

The Shopping Itch

2010-05-12T21:14:00.011+08:00

Last night I rummaged through my rattan basket in search for my Form 4 Literature reference books. I was planning to prepare few brief notes for the students to go through during their weekends before their first semester 2010 exam.

Preview

But instead of flipping through pages of ”In The Midst of Hardship‘, ‘He Had Such Quiet Eyes‘ and ‘QWERTYUIOP‘ reference materials, I ended up curling in bed for an hour or..hours…turning down my favourite CLEO pages with newly featured range of GUESS watches, latest Clinique skincare products breakthrough… stuffs that I love. I then went on hoping for the school holiday to start very soon because that would be the best time for me to kick off the 'shopping season' with my other two shopping addict sisters. How I loved having and liking the thoughts of owning those stuffs..I closed my eyes, smiled, closed them again and smiled… before I finally dozed off. Somehow I managed to soothe my hurt soul not to feel crushed over an unsatisfied and unfulfilled craving.

But dear God has always been there for me. I guess He likes to keep me feel lifted up and vividly happy. What a gratifying sight I had when I reached school this morning. My two boxes of long-awaited shoes had finally arrived and they were neatly placed on my table. It sure made my day and satisfied a part of my lingering last night’s wish…

: I love strappy heels…

: the pink one..

I would not really call that morning purchase as shopping though. A good, rewarding shopping experience, for me, has to involve lots of stopping by for drinks and eating. However, the latter always exceeds its normal limit so we always end up binging and head for home, overeating. : – ) Yet, it is an ultimately a feel-good thing. If you’re having a really bad day, it will be so much more immediately gratifying to go shopping. Going out and treating myself makes me feel like I am righting a wrong in some way..haha. My loyal motivator would always be shopping because it lifts my spirit. It makes me feel better about myself and my place in the universe. Come on guys..do not wrinkle your nose. It is one of the world’s best form of therapies., you know... ;-)

Besides, it is good to occasionally reward or affirm yourself with a purchase once in a while..or twice..could be thrice as well.. .. Again...haha

What a wacky week....

2010-05-06T19:37:00.013+08:00

My cousin Didi and her bubbly family came to visit last Saturday. It then turned out to be a very prospective, business visit where she actually intended to venture me into her latest stint : AURALIFE...

a local brand which highlights their perfume product which has aura and heals souls, not to mention the aura of boosting your self-confidence and creativity between the sheets...ohoho..(yup...i know...but guys...u got to believe me...it works....TREMENDOUSLY!)

And so, I did 'profesionally' sniff all...since they are all oil-based and non-alcohol, they do last and smell fresh and nice.I must say the packaging is superbly cute as well. The perfumes come in cute, lil bottles with different colours (which represent different auras)...they look like bottled nail lacquer at times...

And that was not all...the company even has their AURA MINDA PINTAR pills which are popularly sought after by concerned parents for their teens. These are claimed to be able to help one studies with a clearer head and better focused. In fact, you can surf for extra info on these two products here :

http://auralife2u-sabah.blogspot.com

My Monday started quite dizzy and heavy..I felt bloated and dehydrated at the same time due to my excessive throw-ups the night before that I had to take 4 sachets of ORS ...I guess it must has something to do with the Mercilon pills.

And so I have to think of other alternatives then in order not to get preggy... The thought of having to get up at nights...and chasing after curious toddlers at 41...come on...I'm done..urrgh

I managed to drag my heavy head and nauseous throat to school the next day. You bet there were piles of tasks waiting..

One of them was to prepare the sem 1 exam timetable for Form 4 & 5 which I did extremely fast (whoaa...) and proudly handed the copy to my PK Hem for his signature...only to learn later that there was one more additional, new subject this year, the 2 hour Bible Knowledge paper..oooo kkkkk...But that was not my only reason for my beyond explanation's frustration...I got so excited and energetic (most probably because of the aura thing eii...hahaha..) in preparing the time table that I happily placed Ainaty's Account paper on May 28th...where we are supposed to start holidaying and waking up late...yayyy...But finally...siap juga my time table...

And my.....thought I got it all covered. I got it all wrong, there was one more peeping urgency here.

My English Club file crucially needed its updates for there would be some important people coming over to flip over those file pages..and the BEST part was...we got reminded at the very last tick of clock...seriously. Well...m not really trying to put the blame on some concerned parties here...but it happens all the time..yayy

But...I guess I can put up a smile now. Mission is well accomplished. ^ - ^

Let's Glee

2010-04-03T22:31:00.036+08:00

From Ryan Murphy, the creator of “Nip/Tuck,” comes GLEE, a new comedy for the aspiring underdog in all of us. A series which is loaded with life lessons

about the importance of self-respect, self-confidence, treating women with respect,

making difficult choices and accepting people for who they are.

The show has by far made me rush against my packed hours like crazy.

Cooking would be done in less than half an hour on Wednesdays and Thursdays.

The floor would only wave hi to Mr.Broom once the show was over…

So much for the Glee series mania :-) …couldn’t help posing gleefully for the camera
with one of my brightest girls, Marylyn…This was taken during the
Inter Primary and Secondary Schools Public Speaking Competition
for Keningau district last March 2010.

To GLEE or not to GLEE..? Whatever it is, don’t stop believing…

You're 16!

2010-03-22T23:47:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Rachella Audery

Reaching 16 is a milestone,
a happy point in life.
You’ve set your personality
and your tolerance for strife.

By now you know right from wrong
and how to influence friends.
It’s time to look down the road
at forks and around the bends.

The road ahead is wonderful,
some choices will be clear.
Your path depends on bravery
to push aside the fear.

When you chose this way or that,
slow choices or if snappy,
make the choices best for you,
the ones that make you happy.

Michael Charles Messineo

Your beauty and kind charm have always inspired the people around you to reach much higher..

I wish you the happiest sweet sixteen.

Nadene turns one!

2009-01-31T11:14:00.012+08:00

I'm in kampung..just got here last nite cos my sis kept on calling n pestering me to come home earlier for her lil one's birthday. Look at her..isn't she adorable:-*..here's my sis Marsha's 1st love, Nadene Arissa who turns one 2day. Our journey back here worths millions everytime we see her big eyes lit with smile upon seeing familiar faces. She's camera friendly..knws exactly how n when 2 pose for you..her birthday is actually on Jan 27th..but the party only kicks today for her mom wants everyone 2 b here...well, not everyone manages to make it thou..my bro Fred is away in Kedah n Bob is on course in Kuching..my petite sis Milla is busy attending to her 2nd newborn in Sandakan...n my sis Lia in Membakut is all of sudden down with flu la pula.

Errrr..can't really stick to my diet plan 2day..like rugi punya if m x eating heeeheee...my sis caters lots n lots of devilish-looking dishes that it's kinda an offence for not scooping them onto my plate..well, esok msi ada ...can always resume dieting after tis...ehehe

somehow...got to get rid of that extra 3 kilos fast...before tis coming May..uhuks

Am I connected or what...?

2009-01-26T20:28:00.005+08:00

Hisssssssssssshhhh kin panas betul tis internet connection...i was on streamyx few hours ago but couldn't get to check my email pun..tot of watching TV3 Melodi online cos missed the show yesterday but alas....wahhhh the connection bukan main lagi stated EXCELLENT there but it wasn't at all...!!! i clicked pause n waited for hours for a part to load...then play then nmpak la sikit pastu loading loading loadinggggggggggg....ingat ne mcm bas ka mo berhenti2...eiiiiiiiiii!!! then finally i use my celcom broadband to surf..okay la mula2 but after few couple of minutes then this device pnya lampu pandai hilang2 la pula..so you try la to guess how many times i have to reconnect mmang kin panassssssssssss...ka laptop sa ne yg buang tebiat..but i never fail to perform disk cleanup n delete all those temporary internet files tau..so apa ka halnya my internet connection sucks!!!! Adeiii...evrytime we have problems wth this so-called smart notebooks at school msti my fren c pezal cakap yg laptop kami cap ayam...grrrrrrr time desperate mcm skarang ne his words kind of logic jugak...feel like trashing tis Acer da...but..come to think of it..is it really my laptop..or the connection memang tia boleh pakai punya...i spend over a hundred every month to pay 4 these two devices...n yet they are not at their best at times....kadang2 ja kin sanang hati...yg time lain tu kin panas hati berbubble2 lagi ne...

But...if my laptop la yg really needs fixing...why on earth my oversea friends can watch the recorded TV3 Melodi with ease...they say teda jam pun..hmmmm...sepa menteri IT kita tu...i think it's about time u play ur part here regarding the country's internet connection...i want a fuss-free internet line please....value for my money? questionable...

There...having said that..this post pun i have to reclick 'publish post' for...God knows how many times...hisssssssssssssssssssshhhh :-/

The Right Words

2009-01-24T20:23:00.015+08:00

Read on, my friends...n tell me wht do u think of this drunk fellow below...uhuks..
A husband wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is asprin with a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees all his clothing all cleaned up and pressed. He looks around the room and sees all spotless, clean and in perfect order. So is the rest of the house. He takes the asprin and notices a note on the table. "Honey, breakfast is on the table, I left early to go grocery shopping. Love You!"

Totally shocked with the note, he goes to the kitchen and there is the hot breakfast and morning newspaper. His son is also there having his breakfast. He asks, "Son, what happened last night?"

His son says, "Well you arrived last night around 3am completely drunk and delirious. Broke some crockery, puked in the hall, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled on the door."

Confused, the man asks, "So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me. I should expect a quarrel with your Mom."

His son replies "Oh that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom and when she tried to take off your clothes and shoes, you shouted..

"LADY LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! I AM MARRIED!!!!"

Moral of the story... ??

Self induced hangover ........RM400

Broken crockery ............RM800

Breakfast................RM10

Saying the right thing when drunk......'PRICELESS'

There are some things in life..that nothing..no money, no credit cards, can buy...

But still...the above doesn't apply if the hubby pura2 ja mabuk....ehehe :-D

Adam's orthopaedic review

2009-01-13T11:31:00.003+08:00

M posting tis from my SE K810i..issshhh..m getting bored here waiting n staring at that number screen..yawns..sudah la my day started early tis mrning..Headed 4 KK arnd 8 after dropping rachel n abby at schl..now m in QEH KK waiting wt adam 4 his turn..his is 5750..and the screen has been displaying 5716 for more than 1/2 hour now..my tummy gve all kinds of weird sounds da ne..adam pula becomes restless..yet surprisingly my hubby manage 2 tke a nap on this hard, blue, cushionless chair.. Miss my schl sports day 2day..fortunately my pgetua granted me 2 days of unrecorded leave 2 get tis review done..it's only 5719 now...adeiii :-S

Happy New Year 2009 !!!

2009-01-01T01:53:00.004+08:00

The new year is here..
are you really that happy?
have you said sorry to all the people that you have silently hurt..?
have you thanked all the people who greatly care for you..?
Well my friends...
do those things when they are still within your sight n distance
then you will have a prosperous year ahead waiting in patience
Okay I'll start..
forgive me for all the wrong doings that I did...^~^
sorry for all the bad,uncensored words I've uttered...^~^
A new year
a new start
a new chapter
a new beginning
Forget the BAD
Cherish the GOOD
May the year 2009 brings us
eternal prosperity
best of luck
good health and wealth
and warm, loyal love...

Happy New Year everyone...PEACE ;-)

Hospital cruise, anyone?

2008-12-26T23:08:00.006+08:00

So unfortunate pula nasib sa time cuti skolah ujung tahun ni...thought that i can really have all the time in the world n post banyak2 entries d blog sa time cuti skolah....tiba2 pula my son, Adam jatuh and broke his right hand..then had 2 be operated pula tu..the doctors commented that they have to insert some kind of two plet besi inside his hand cos both his radius and ulna broke badly...and that can only be corrected by operation...sa tidur di Hospital Likas with my hubby for almost 2 weeks...the doctors n nurses are all nice n concerned people..yet m sure i look like a confused zombie at d end of those weeks cos tia ckup tidur..so mcm lum ada semangat sa mo update blog at tis time...

If im back 2 my normal self again...i will surely write back in....*sighs*

BTW...Merry Xmas everyone ^-^

Sa mo tag kamu ne...

2008-12-02T17:52:00.014+08:00

Sa nampak tis tag somewhere so i thought of completing it for myself first (abis teda yg mo tag sa...huuuu sedey ne..) before forwarding it to some of my favourite bloggers out there...ehehe...

A. Attached or single?
Kawin da sa...ko tia mo tnya bewapa anak sa gia..?

B. Best friend?
I consider all good friends of mine are..tapi tia tau la kalu dorang pon anggap sa gitew..uhuks

C. Cake or pie? Dua2 pon sadap...misti pilih ka..tapi sa suka chocolate moist cake..adeii

D. Day of choice? Kalu time skul, sa suka ari 3 abis sa punya masa two periods noh...ekeke..but time cuti ni everyday feels like heaven...aaaaa

E. Essential item? Should be 'items' huhu...tht would be my hndphone, my makeup set(abis slalu tia smpat abis makeup dari rumah time skul)..sama purse la ba..:-D

F. Favorite colors? Green, blue, lots of red n white too..emmm

G. Gummy bears or worms? Eeeeew...tia bagus makan ni suma..bagus wagi makan maggi..huhu

H. Hometown? Papar

I. Favorite indulgence? Reading magazines related to home interior designing, jalan2 cari makan, ambil gambar walaupun tia la pro huhu...n sa suka try mekap baru d muka anak sa...ahaha

J. January or July? Both...cos 10th Jan my hubby's bday..23rd July my son's bday..

K. Kids? M a proud mum of 3 best ever kids..2 sumandak n 1 starring..hehe

L. Life isn’t complete without? my family n friends..

M. Marriage date? 28 September 1991...

N. Number of magazine subscriptions: Used to subscribe Reader's Digest last time...now i prefer to buy from shelves ja..bnyk lagi choice ctu

O. Oranges or apples? oren lagi best...

P. Phobias? odoiii...sa paling gali sama ularrrrrr cicak n lipas...eeeeeee

Q. Quotes? In the middle of difficulty lies an opportunity..so keep up your faith..sa suka ne

R. Reasons to smile? Na la tau leh kin awet muda kali..? hikhikhik

S. Season of choice? kaamatan (abis ngam2 tekana bday sa 31st May..huhu) n of course la xmas time..best ne

T. Tag 5 people.
5 ja ka? Sa tia peduli..sa mo tag jugak 6 febret bloggers sa...jeng3x
1. Nordee
2. Poyotito's
3. Sufi Idany
4. Liewani
5. Cikgu Oden (Selumbar Emas)
6. Ajai05 c pezal...
hah...ambik kamu geng..misti jawab aar..

U. Unknown fact about me? kalu kmu suda baca my previous entries, kamu tau la itew...

V. Vegetable? Misti ada ne time makan..kalu teda tia ummph

W. Worst habits? uhuks...selain drp yg no.U d atas itew, sa ne obses cket ngan susun2 brg ne..suma barang esp dlm rumah msti lurus,cntik,kemas mcm skema cket laa..kalu miring cket sa kasi betul smpai la betul2 nmpk prfect..msti tension gila kali anak2 sa ohoho..satu lagi, sa kalu makan lambat bener selesainya..ko leh oder 2nd bowl of sup tulang lagi kalu mo tunggu sa siap makan...ehehe..(tapi sa brusaha utk cpt abis mkn..esp d hotel...malu kalu tinggal sa lagi saturang mngunyah2 ctu..huhu)

X. X-ray or ultrasound? ultrasound? slalu jgak las time bila mo cek baby ehehe..

Y. Your favorite food? asal yg asam2...assam kari mee, tomyam mee...sluurrrp...

Z. Zodiac sign? Geminian bah sa ne...

Lapar pula sa...sa g cari makan dulu la...d kadai ehehe

Dorang bilang...

2008-11-24T21:09:00.020+08:00

I got the following insights (minus the photos ye..) posted thru my email by one of good, long time friends of mine, Jaq...huhu..best gak mo baca tis kind of stuff sekali sekala...regardless whether they are true or not, it is sure enlightening to know that some friends do keep us close to their hearts :-)

a) MY LIFE PATH NUMBER
Your Life Path Number is 7.
Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning

You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life...
You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.
A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.

In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit..

While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.

You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends...
Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

b)YOUR BIRTH MONTH IS MAY
Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.
You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.
Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.

Your gemstone: Emerald
Your flower: Lily of the Valley
Your colours: Yellow, red, and green...

c) WHAT MY HOME SAYS ABOUT ME

You come across as somewhat intellectual. You can be quite insightful at times...

You have amazing hygiene, and it shows. You are sparkling clean!

You are a very domestic person. You enjoy decorating, cooking, and making things homey...

You are a very nurturing person. You find meaning in taking care of others...

You feel settled in your life. You have enough time to focus on little details...

You are a very self sufficient person. You can get along well without much help..

Your friends see you as courageous, dynamic, and bright...

d) WHAT ANGELA MEANS

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection..
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality..

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people...
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts..

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals...

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs...

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow....
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is..

Proudly 'consider' yourself as a Sabahan if...

2008-11-19T20:25:00.033+08:00

You feel "obligated" to reach the top of Mount Kinabalu at least once in a lifetime...

Sa suda nek 3 kali..1st time nek sngsara jgak smpai muntah2..tapi rugi oo kalu tia nek Gng Knabalu if residing in Sabah...mcm nda sah gitu...korang pon msti naik punya oke..

You know where to get your candles and torch light quickly in the total darkness (due to training by frequent blackouts).

Emmm...besa la..kan besi mahal tahap gaban sekarang...bnyak la tower yg tumbang abis skru hilang..adeiii kin panas...

You know what "Aramaitiee!!" means...

"Ramai2 kita..!" Kalu mo ckp tis word...msti senyum baru happening..heeeeheeeee

You doubt whether someone's MyKad is real or fake one...

Abis, bnyak btul hal yg tia ngam..time mo compare tu wajah ori ngan wajah di ic...teda yg match pon..isshhh

You come across a supposedly local person but with a very foreign accent...

Paling banyak ni geng..nmpak mcm urang kita..tapi sekali dia buka mulut...adeiii

You cannot vote in an election because someone has voted on behalf of you...

Lagi worst, ada org yg sda RIP pon leh 'dtg' pangkah undi ehehehe...cam magic i tell you..

You can say and fully understand these words....

tuuuna/ saaaana - (u say these out while pointing with your lips to a certain direction) there, at a distance = d situ, d sana..

kalu (if) = kalau

sa/sia (I) = saya

ko (you) = awak, engkau..

limpas (to pass/walk by) = tumpang lalu (e.g. Sa limpas dulu aaa...huhu)

tapuk (to hide ) = bersembunyi

bida (ugly) = nda cantik, nda kiut gitu..uhuks

bubut (to chase) = kejar

sakai (ignorant, uncivilized) = nda tau apa2, ketinggalan la lbih kurang...

andang-andang (that's how it is) = memang sudah begitu..

sapak (mix as in cooking) = campur/gaul esp utk masakan

inda/tia (short form of "not", "no") = tidak

wicin (a brand of msg as in "ajinomoto" - a seasoning or food enhancer) = serbuk perasa ler...

talampau (over, too much) = terlampau..

takajut (shocked, startled) = terkejut, terperanjat

siorang ( us, we) = kami..

dorang (they) = mereka

ngam-ngam ( exact, at that time) = kebetulan..

mangkali (maybe, perhaps) = barangkali...

kamarin (yesterday) = kelmarinsiring (by the side) = di tepimiring (in a sloping position) = condong, senget...siok (best, excited) = syok, seronok...
bah = ok...
Korang belajar ni perkataan2 ya geng...baik utk masa depan ko natau smpai Sabah satu awi nti tia la blur abis ehehe...M proud to be a Sabahan...^-^

Nang if you like this post! :-)

SMSFX Annual Dinner 2008

2008-11-14T18:21:00.009+08:00

Last night we had our school's annual dinner..best abis dinner kami this year..meja kami paling bising n paling happening cos ada c asrul sama c tan bercengkerama hahahaha...tepa la bising2 jap kan..kita release tension sekali sekala...kalu terlampau formal tia best ..that would be an utterly boring dinner then..tepa la tia mnang best dressed malam itu...camna mo mnang kalu ada yg buta wona..ingatkan pakai baju wona cokewat.. rupa2nya pink tarang..haha

Ada karaoke acara nynyi2 jgak..Apa lagi..suma pun tnjuk bakat menyumbangkan irama...pastu tia pasal2 sa n rita pun kena suruh p karaoke d depan...adeiii..kewam-kabut n tunggang tebawik kali suma tu cengkerik d luar hotel masuk dlm tanah time dengar kami dua nynyi semalam hehehee...

Gambar2 sa tia berapa best.. bnyak blur..sa mo tukar camera baru la ne..(this would be my BEST excuse + bikin muka seposen if I relate to my hubby later then...hoho)...tangan anak sa yg bergegar kali time ambik shot kami suma...maklumlah kami suma vogue kali itu malam hahahahahahahahaha...deii perasan
Pasni sa mo minta gmbaw dinner from dila's camera la pulak..kalu cmera dia mang terang benderang abis...jewawat ko yg paling kici pon kena scan abis...pastu nti sa post gmbar itew msuk blog sa ..jan risau dila..hak cipta ko tetap terpelihara..haha

ni la kawan2 sa yg sporting abis las nite...tan, asrul, nor n beth..siap agogo lagi drg ne..huhu

ni sa sama my good fren Rita..bewabis sudah c Rita tnjuk gigi itew..hihi

wohoho...vogue ka kami...hikhikhikhikhik

best jgak melaram sekali sekala ne...next year wona apa la pula theme tuk dinner nor...mintak2 bukan kelabu aaa...

Mcm lama sudah...

2008-11-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

Mo update tis blog yg betul2 update pon mcm susah skarang ne...been busy with school stuff..bnyk deadlines hve to be met...kemarin ja kena compile SPM Trial punya analysis 4 the curriculum meeting..pastu sa ada review on nov 6..pastu hve 2 review again tis nov 13..tension sa ingat tu bau hspital..segala wayar2 mesin dorang..
the other day i got the SKT form yg spatutnya sa suda isi tis week cos kena htr tis week jga..sadly, sa lupa suda sa taruh mana tat form...kalau la betul2 hilang...cmana la sa mo susun ayat sa ne mo mnta form yg baru ne...? adeii...
nov 13 ne we will b hving our annual school dinner...dress theme dia wona cokewat lagi tu...sa tia smpat shopping 4 baju cokewat...hrp2 tia kana tahan d entrance n suruh pulang tukar baju...ahahaha...tepa la...sa cat kuku kaki sa wona brown ja ni...ada juga ikut theme cket2...ehehe

yawn....nite2..

Minus One Singing Competition Pesta Koningou '08

2008-11-09T16:11:00.004+08:00

Nov 7 hari tu ada pertandingan nyanyi minus one sempena perayaan Pesta Koningou 2008..the event was actually an annual one for Keningau..best cos mcm2 bleh jmpa ni time...ada special tamu(lots of stuffs here..ada jual bunga..jual beg, kuih2.. but sa heran the prices mcm mahal cket...so sa cuci mata ja..moreover i got caught in preparing my lil Abby nyanyi malam for the final..Abby is among the 5 finalists for the competition...dia masuk kategori D (15 tahun ke bawah)..so she has to beat budak sekolah menengah...langkah kanan kali kami that morning cos bila malam kena announce result, c Abby managed to come 3rd..congratss

time tunggu turn naik pentas mo nynyi...

urrghh...kinda heavy tis wig ..

refueling...ehee...

mcm frust ja itew wajah...tepa la..
the experience worths it...

abby n fiona (Category C), one of our students..dpt 3rd place

tis one gmbar abby perform on the next day 8 Nov..

all the winners 1st - 3rd place were then called to perform just before the Ratu Pesta Koningou competition on the next day Nov 8...kira mcm isi acara selingan i guess..but i x wait n tngok the pertndingan ratu cos sa punya kepala berat semacam sdah time tu..balik rumah n headed for the bed...i had bad flu n fever that nite...

I Got Tagged!

2008-10-20T09:46:00.044+08:00

State 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself.

sa dapat tagged dari c dilla mama kucen...mo suruh sa jwb..waa 15 ja ka dila..huhu..bah, sedia kamu..kalau baca tapi tia faham, buat2 faham ja kamurang aar..

1. Sa ni kan bangsa Kadazan..bumiputra yg lahir d Sabah, sure pure Kadazan TAPI org slalu sangka sa Filipino. Kalau drg bilang sa ni org putih sa tia gak berapa marah..but filipino? errr helloooo...? cousin sa slalu ckp dia bilang ok gak bah tu ko kna sngka filipino...ko pikir tagalog punya filipino tia hot meh? (ya la..itu kalau tagalog..kalu yg dll..?)tapi..sa snyum ja la skrg kalau ada yg sngka gitu..but bukan la mksud sa being a filipino or african tu tia best..cuma sa ni memangggg la Kadazan original..

2. Kalu c dila dpt lesen 3 thn lpas, sa pula dpt driving lesen sa umur 20 kalu tia silap thn 1989..time test sa saturang ja pompuan..tia tau la sa pass driving test sa pasal tu ka atau memang sa suda terer driving..hohoho..tapi time buat side parking sa bepeluh-peluh gak la..pas dpt lesen sa hri2 bawa kreta p kk to my workplace...yg kin sot tu asal sampai traffic light msti enjin mati...besa la tu kalu kena hon2..dulu2 kan mana ada sign P...tapi sa kin muka slumber ja..padahal tuhan ja yg tau pewasaan sa...adeiii malu eh

3. Jadi guru bukan la cita2 sa yg asal ..sa dulu gila mo msuk radio n tv..kehkehkeh..sa angan2 mo jadi juruhebah d rtm..naah...time kerja part time d Jbtn Pertanian dulu, sa dpt interview broadcaster d rtm kk...tapi time tnggu jwpn dpt pula masuk maktab..time d mktab dpt la pula surat panggilan rtm.. tapi memang bukan rezeki sa kali...sa tia leh quit maktab suda time tu cos suda sign brg perjnjian..kamu tau ka sa sedih tul itu time.. kalu mo jga, sa kena bayar balik kpm rm25,000.00...mana la sa ada duit gitu...so..sa jadi cigu ja la...

4. Sa cepat nangis punya...time bujang2 dulu sangat la jarang tul kwn2 sa bawa p panggung tenguk wayang esp kalu crita sedih..sa kalu nangis memang teda ampun punya...sa peduli apa...sakit bah tu dada mo tahan2..sian ..malu mngkin dorang kalu sa suda start nangis d panggung hahaha..kalu d rumah sa sndiri ko imagine ja la mcamna sa pinya sinetron airmata....

5. adeii..yg ni kan sa betul2 let out my biggest secret owh...sa kuat mengigau..huahuaha..Tepa la kalau stakat mengigau bckap2 dlm tiduw..tapi oooooooi kes sa ni lagi hebat geng...sa siap ngan tangan n kaki lagi ikut..kalau my hby tu...emm jan ckp la..siok2 tidur tiba2 paaap!!! kanyang bah dia kana tampar2 oleh sa time sa ngigau..kdg2 kna cubit lagi hehe..kalau p krsus mana2 n kena stay for days or week n kena stay 1 bilik ngan org lain, sa la org yg paling susa ati....sa takut sbb sa bkan tau apa sa ckp pun..

6. Sa seboleh2nya tia mo ikut nyanyi lagu2 patriotik ni..esp lagu Negaraku..sa btul2 tia boleh..bulu roma sa berdiri telinga sa pon rasa mcm mo kembang n sa mcm mo menangis time nynyi..adeiii sound stupid kan tapi memang sa tul tia bleh...time prhmpunan skolah pun sa miming ja dlm ati..(..tia tau la kalu c dila pewasan ka tidak...hihi) tu pun sa balik2 kelip mata spaya tia ketara ada airmata dpan students...terlebih patriotik kali sa ni kan? ehee..

7. Sa obses cket sama benda2 yg ada kaitan ngan hiasan dalaman rumah ..kalau dtg mood rajin, sa bersungguh2 la hias rumah sa yg kici tu. Dulu musim org kmpul patung itik sa pun sibuk sama...verandah rumah pun sa kasi baris itik2 sa..baru tu kan mcm2 pesen lagi gaya posing itik2 yg kna jual time tu...siap d toilet pun ada itik..tapi skarang itik2 sa yg d verandah tu bnyak suda yg 'terbang' p bawah rumah..time kelam kabut cari kasut, anak2 sa tendang2 ja dorang suma..ada yg hilang kepala..ada yg tinggal ekor...sabarr ja la..

8. Buah2an tmpatan memang sedap...sa mkn suma kecuali durian n papaya masak...kalau papaya mentah versi jeruk tu feberet sa...kwn2 sa bilang sa paling rugi tia mkn durian...tepa la..ada sejarah ba tu napa sa tia mkn..biar la sa ja yg tau :-)....one more thing..buah honeydew pun sa tia minat..tu mcm kira sepupu papaya ..

9. Sa paling suka makan ikan..tapi tolak ikan pari n ikan jalak ja hehe...ikan pari sa tia suka cos..errr...mcm ada bau *tuuuuut*...kalau ikan jalak pula (in case la c poyotito tia kenal mna 1 ikan jalak itew sebenarnya ikan haruan geng...) sa asyik trbayang2 kepala tu ikan..ada rupa ckit2 mcm hewan yg pnjang melilit tu...eeeeeee...

10.Sa tia berapa takut ngan hantu...(kononnya..hehe)..sa tia pernah la lagi jmpa real hantu dpan2 mata selama ni n minta2 la tia akan jumpa smpai bila2..tapi kalau bos sa teda d rumah time malam sa susah mo tidur smpai pagi cos sibuk balik2 bangun cek tingkap n pintu rumah..adeiii ..diulangi aa..bukan sa takut hantu...sa cuma takut tetamu x d undang masuk rumah...fobia sa last time rumah kena masuk siang2..smpat makan coklat almond sa lagi tu pncuri..tia tau malu..

11.Jgn la pesan sa beli barang tanpa bagi list...sa sangat la pelupa pnya org..sa banyak kali da lmbat sampai skolah gara2 tia jumpa knci kreta time pagi or petang p skolah..ada sekali tu sa jalan trus ngan buku2 sekali atas bonet kreta...sib bek anak sa nmpak so smpat la bhenti.....tpi teda lawan yg ni..sa pakai high-heel sa yg baru..mo abis da tu Centre Point sa sukat then only I realised the price tag was still neatly stuck on my heels...

12. Anything with Angelina Jolie, Will Smith, Charlize Theron, Oprah, Matt Damon, Hans Isaac, Rosyam Nor, Jasmin Hamid, Sheila Rusly, Celine Dion n Avril Lavigne would make my day....ni suma org2 yg work hard, earn well n spend wisely...kira ada wawasan la n leh kin idols la jgak...

13. Sa gila Elvis Presley...yg ni len cket gila sa dari yg no.12 tadi...actly 1 family gila elvis ehehe...lebih2 lagi c adam anak sa...perasan2 kunun mo ikut snyuman gaya elvis yg bibir nek sebelah...hohoho..kalau la dia masih idup msti best...

14. Sa tia suka kucing sebenar-benarnya...(bukan cam c dila tu...kucing dia c Bulan demam pon dia siap lap bagi basah bulu..hoho)...hidung sa snsitif cket...tapi sa kalah ngan anak2 sa esp c rachel yg memang GILA kucing...(in short, suma hewan dia sayang...termasuklah cicak...ada ka patut biawak pun dia bilang kiut..eeeeww)..tapi tia sanggup tul sa tngok muka dia time my hby larikan anak kucing dia last time...sedih sa..pastu my hby mcm org gila cari balik anak kcing tu dlm parit ...konpem satu kerugian dia p msuk parit mlm2 sbab anak kcing tu steady ja balik rmh ngan sndirinye...haha

15. Kelemahan sa...seboleh2nya mo jaga hati n perasaan org len all the time..kdg2 terlalu menjaga smpai ati sendiri pula yg terluka..well, we can't please every one, right....kwn2 slalu ckp jgn terlmpau berlembut dlm sesetengah perkara..but that's just a plain me...

16. Satu lagi...sa buat keja suma guna tangan kanan...kecuali makan ye...sa makan mmang guna tgan kiri ....heloo...sa guna sudu bah..tangan kanan pun expert juga tau.....n tukar gear keta pon guna tangan kiri jgak...ehehe..sama la kita ye poyotito...hehe

sa saket kepawa ne...

2008-10-16T16:54:00.011+08:00

adeiii...boring aar arini..teda sangat cewita best tuk kongsi sma korang...sa sibuk aarr tanda kertas exam stdents 2nd sem ni...tension saket kapla segala bab mo termntah pun ada gak.. mcm2 versi jwpan ada ikut suka hati dorang..kalau spm jawab mcm ni punya stail abis la sa..konpem sa awal2 pingsan time mesyuarat analisis skolah..itu baru pweksa paper 1 esei..paper 2 pun baru separuh jalan ...kalau klas topaz sa tutup mata ja pweksa...tia susah cos mmang teda jawapan pun...antar kertas kosong...tapi ada juga stdents yg isi masa dia ngan keja2 yg sngat la berfaedah..cthnya; lukis gmbar kepala arnab...lukis power ranger...hati ngan panah...tulis nma dia sebesar2 kertas soalan tu pun ada gak...kmu leh bygkan ka perasaan sa ni...

tapi..kalau bab lakunan..kira berbakat gak ler drg ni...

tadi d skul ada ceramah bab headcount mengcount segala...bnyak tul nombor2 atas screen...sa mang tia bleh tul kalau bab nmber2 ni...sa cam pobia tahap cipan final stage abis...my brain kan mcm otomatik ja pndai off kalu jumpa mathematical terms...sib bek la penceramah tu guru dari skul lain..ok gak la at least have smething new 2 see ehehe...c dilla, c nor n c ani tau sangat tu pa maksud sa...ohoho..tapi sian juga dorang time mkn bekfast tadi ingatkan dpt tenung2 ngan lebih dekat c pnceramah..top2 lain pula wajah yg trpaksa d tenung ye...? kmu leh bygkan ka perasaan drg nor time tu....

dorang ni kan kawan2 seperjuangan sa...

* c adah (dia mcm ptptn d skul sa..hehe)
* c nor (ko jumpa ja dia kalau ko musykil..)
* c ani (sian tia mkn dari pagi time open hse dia..huhu)

yg sebwah tu kan...
* c dilla (dia len ckit klu jmpa kucing...pandai len-len trus manja-manja..ngeeee)

bsok ada krsus penampilan diri d skul tuk guwu2 wanita you...yg tia best tu sa tia dpt join cos ada hal..(napa gak tekana time2 camni..deiii)...pastu yg paling mahal bsok ada jmuan ariraya...yg ni kan sa tia leh miss..paling rugi kalau trmiss makan c dilla punya sate(padahal men oder ja sebwah pagaw...hihihi)...atau pun c asrul punya nasi impit sama kuah ntah pa tu...sa mo berusaha ni 2 get there b4 the jamuan...kmu leh bygkan ka perasaan kami ramai2 mkn time tu....

ni c asrul yg tersengih-sengih...tapi dia terer aar masak...ehehe

issshh...sambung balik la pweksa paper ni...adeiiiii

syok tis photofunia...

2008-10-14T12:35:00.006+08:00

like the pic above very much...mcm best ja kalau real kuar tv kan..ehehe..tu gambar sumandak i yg sulung...rachel...kira mo simpan gak gmbar sndiri situ..tapi takut pula lcd tv tu tetiba miring pulak...tuk info kekawan yg krg fasih slang sabah ni...miring tu ertinya senget...condong...ye kawan2..itu ja la topik a word a day kita pada hari ni ye....

Living is Learning…

2008-10-13T22:59:00.010+08:00

I’ve learned…
that it’s not what happens to people that’s important, it’s what they do about it.
I’ve learned…
that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.
I’ve learned…
that it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I’ve learned…
that it’s not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.
I’ve learned…
that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes, after that you’d better know something.
I’ve learned…
that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do
I’ve learned…
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life
I’ve learned…
that you cannot make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to them
I’ve learned…
that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back
I’ve learned…
that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it.

Did you marry the right person?

2008-10-13T22:32:00.001+08:00

Kamu baca la bah dulu tis article but i can't remember da where i read last time...but memang best.This is a very good, interesting article..those who are still single mingle tu u better read na la tau u may learn something from here…. Those who are already married may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage…. mcm kitaurang la dila...huhu

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

Here’s the answer. EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn’t hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn’t have to DO anything. That’s why it’s called "falling" in love…

Because it’s happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It’s a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It’s the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse’s idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage. At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I’m not saying that you couldn’t fall in love with someone else. You could.

And TEMPORARILY you’d feel better. But you’d be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT’S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It’ll NEVER just happen to you. You can’t "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That’s why we have the expression "the labor of love."

Because it takes time, effort, and energy . And most importantly, it takes WISDOM . You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It’s a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable you can "make" love.

Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"… Not just a feeling …

Thanks to dilla mama kucing...

2008-10-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

So...secara rasminya i have my own blog da ..owe it to dilla yg tersangat la giwa ngan benda2 camni...then i thought hey why not kan...best juga if we can have our own personal site...at least we can post n share thoughts during the upcoming year end school holiday...at least those things can keep your butt from continuously checking in the fridge for some unhealthy snacks.

Tis week cuti pmr but kena dtg schl juga...got lined-up activities da for us all..in-house courses n we have (grasp your composure my friends for this...a BEAUTY & GROOMING COURSE..for us the teachers this coming Friday..cool, isn't it? ^ - ^